Tuesday, May 30

Choir Outing

"Huwag magkakalat ng issue na hindi pa confirmed"

-Julio Datu

Bonding Moments...

Hey guys! Last Sunday we had the Hail Mary the Queen Children's Choir Annual Outing. So I woke up extremely early. I was already awake by 5AM. FYI: That was the earliest I woke up during the entire summer. So I got ready and we left by 6AM. I met with the other choirmates at the Sarmiento's. We left there a little past 7AM. In our van: Tito Ulan, Ian, Jeff, Me, Alexis, Isabel, Shaira, Kenneth, Lea, Kevin, Jerwin. It was a fun journey going there. But the zig-zag part of the journey was soooo nausiating [sickening]. We arrived there at 12PM and we went straight by the pool and ate there. Then we went to our rooms and stayed there to cool ourselves from the very hot weather. And we then played beach volleyball. When we went back to our apartelle, I was soooo tanned. And we just played for a while. So I decided to wear sun block before the sportsfest began. So after, we went back and played until before you knew it, the sportsfest began.

It was extreme nerve-wrecking playing beach volleyball. I have a hard time jumping because of the sand. It's sooo different from what I was used to. And... Everyone who watched, my teamates, opponents really expected me to step up. Sir Jude (our team captain), assigned me the setter so I have the advantage to run around the whole court without being noticed. Our first game.. the most nervous game of all. I was soo nervous because everyone really wanted me to step up. But, what happened? I was put a lot of pressure so I didn't play that well. It was a close game. I had my own share of aces and kills. But, we lost. 12-10. How I wished that the game was at least extended to 15 but there was not enough time. It was fun. But the second game was the best of all. If in the first game, I was pressured, in the second game, none at all. So, I stepped up and delivered a lot of kills and I was able to get a good kill out of an unexpected set from Jeff. We sailed through the game. 12-3. That was fun. Then there was the relay. Now, this is for the little kids so I didn't join. We just went to the apartelle to cool ourselves and relax for the next sport. After that, we went to the swimming pool. Now, people... believe me!!!

I hate swimming!!!!

Sir Jude let me swim which I really didn't want to be in a swimming contest. So. I was forced to swim. And I was the slowest player around. I really didn't want to swim in a contest. But swimming, I can handle. Amazingly, Julio was sooooo fast!!! I didn't know that he was in a swimming team. So, even though I was so slow, the last two swimmers were extremely fast. So we ended up getting 2nd. It was fun. Then we just swam for fun. Which was what I was used to. There, we bonded and told stories and stuff. Then, Ate Kim suffered a case of cramps which was eventually healed. Then we ate dinner. I wasn't really used to eating with my hands so I lost my appetite. Then, when we went back to the apartelle, I ordered crispy sisig and Thai fried rice. I didn't know that they served a lot! I was not able to finish everything so when Julio, Raymond and Joseph went by our room, I gave it to them. Hehehehe. They finished it.

Bonding Moments with Julio, Joseph and Raymond
While Julio was eating the food I ordered, I told him that there's this secret that a friend of mine told me. So he said what and we went to the benches and we talked. I told him the story and he shared more. A lot happened during that discussion. We talked almost every inch of his high school life in Xavier. It was sooooo funny/dramatic. But the stories were most of the funny side. I can't tell those because we made the code of silence. Hehehehe. Then after 2 hours, Joseph and Raymond joined us. While we were talking, the two appeared and they too shared a lot. Well, Joseph shared more than Raymond. He kept on saying "Wala" the whole time. The two didn't reach my stories so Julio shared them to the two. Oh well. It was a fun bonding moment. Then we went to the appartelle and then the others (Jerwin, Jeff, Ian) decided to join us. Then all of a sudden, Lucci, Lala, Pat joined us as well but they eventually went back to their rooms. So since it was just us guys left, we went to our room and talk. The day ended at 2AM and we all went to sleep

DAY 2
I woke up at 7AM because Lucci, Lala and Pat were noisy in waking up Ian. Then, the others started waking up. Then we ate in Tita Dina's room and we went swimming, basketball and all the works. Before you knew it, it was time to leave. We went in the van and went through the zigzag road and my cellphone fell and we can't find it and oh well. It was a great ending though. I got to admit! It was one of the best outings this summer. Too bad it had to end early and I had to loose my phone. Oh well. The plus side, I have another phone to use. It is acutally a private phone. That's where my friend and I talk. But, since I have no more phone, I have no choice. Another plus side, my dad told me he'll buy me a new one. But the thing that I'm really bummed about is my contacts. I have a lot of contacts in that sim! Now, I have to start all over again. If anyone wants my number, just IM me in YM alright. Have to go guys!!!

Saturday, May 27

Memories of You

You were such more than a memory. Guess you were such more than a memory. So don't close the door on what's still can be. Cause your so much more than a memory.

- More than a Memory: Hoobastank

We started off as friends. The kind of friends that just smile or wave their hand when they say hello. We were the kind of friends that acts like they don't know each other but really, we text each other. The cellphone has been my only way of communicating with you. I can never talk to you in real life. I can never say hi to you when we meet. Maybe its because that you move away. When we meet, we are like a magnet with the same charges. We move away from each other. It feels so hard not talking to you. A few years back, we would even talk in the driveway and laugh about stuff since your house was near a relative of mine. I even remember a time when I was sleeping in my car, then you woke me up and I knew you lived so close all these years and you never told me. I remember all those memories. I don't know why I remember all those. Maybe its because that you were my friend. I mostly remember a lot of memories from friends. But among all those memories, you were different. You were a lot different from all of the other friends that I have. You were a lot more special. You and I were really being close. But, as we all know it, this thing happened. And we started being strangers. It's hard for me to move on. It's a lot easier being said than done. You and I were never different. We were on the up and up and then, boom. Nothing more. I just wish that everything that has happened will never forget our minds. Cause all I have are memories of you...

Wednesday, May 24

Don't

Don't say I love you. Don't say you love me. Don't say I trust you. My heart can't take it. Don't say you want me. Don't say you miss me. Don't hurt me. Don't say you love me.

This song is by Kelly Clarkson. This will hopefully be in a track in her new album. And this songs speaks a lot.

Is there really more between us or are we meant to be stuck in this insane situation that we have been in for the past weeks. Am I ready to continue this thing with you? For the past few weeks, we have been away and every night I cry about you. I know you do too. Do we continue to go on like this? Or is it time to end it all? Its hard to continue. But I'm afraid about being alone again. You were just one of the persons that saw me behind all these things that are visible on the outside. Our relationship has been on a roller coaster ride and just recently I remember we were going smoothly. Now, its all different. We had lesser phone calls, we chat to a minimum, we pretty much haven't seen each other for a long time having the fact that we are actually "closer" than people think. I really wish everything will turn out fine once my mind has been cleared up a bit.

For the past few days, some people probably recognized that I was in a bad mood or I really did not have time to do work. I am pretty much depressed. And it is a rare event that I show my real emotions. It's a really big deal because I have been thinking more than I should I have been. I started looking at some songs and I found this song by Kelly Clarkson, and somehow, I can relate to this song. There are really times that I wished I never had to go through this again.

I just remembered what happened before. I had been in this situation. And the outcome? Let's just say that the emotions were flowing. I don't want that to happen again. I was in this mess before and I did the wrong thing. And now, I'm back to the same problem and I must do something differently so as not to end up with the same result. I want us to be happy and how can I do that? Everything just seems like a blur to me. Hopefully, I'll find out the remedy when I wake up.

Sunday, May 21

Day of Music

Wow! Today has been such a fun filled world of music! I got up at 8AM to hear mass. And there was this annoucement that the Sta. Teresita Parish Chorale is going to have a concert to fund for their trip to Hong Kong to compete in the Choir Olympics. I remember the Hail Mary the Queen Children's Choir going to the Choir Olympics and winning the competiton. I wish them the best. Hope that they win.

In other news, I tried to get the file of High School Musical in my ipod. My friend placed it as a file from their computer so as not to overwrite the songs. When I connected the ipod, it automatically started updating! I wasn't prepared to since I only had 300 songs as compared to 1326 in the ipod. So the songs overwrited... big deal? I had to download more songs and managed to download 200 more today. Thank God for a fast connection. I was online for 8 hours.

Finally, to end the day, I had to watch the movie that made me loose all my songs in my ipod, High School Musical. I'll give you my critiques some other time. I have to go. Bye!!

Friday, May 19

Philippine Idol

For the past 2 days, I have been making a blog on the Philippine Idol. And I have been pretty busy with it in those 2 days. I decided that I must finish the blog layout today. So, I told my parents to wake me up when they are about to leave for Antipolo. Trust me, they leave very early. I started planning the night before and I finished by 3AM. I decided to sleep and wake up and finish the blog before I leave for my classes. They woke me up at 5 in the morning. Wow! 2 hours of sleep! Then I went straight to my computer to find some pictures of Idol winners and some pictures of them. And I ended up with what is seen on the blog. I finished the whole layout in 5 hours. Too long right? It took me an hour to look for infos about who the judges will be and try to get pictures of Idol Winners. Then I changed it to American Idol Winners because it took me a long time. That took me another hour. Then I had to change the HTML. And the long list continues. I tried to promote the blog in idolforums.com and I try as much as possible to spread the word. So if you guys want to be posted in the links, just message in my tagboard.

Visit the blog at http://philippineidol-mania.blogspot.com vote and comment alright? I have to go. I'm sleepy. Bye!

Thursday, May 18

Goodbye Elliott!

It's official. The last eliminated idol in the hit series American Idol has been announced. Elliott Yamin sings his last note in the AI stage. Richmond, Virginia's vote for the next American Idol has been ousted last night. He became the darkhorse in this competition and a lot were a bit surprised when they knew that Elliott even made it to the Top 3. America's [rumored] favorite, Chris Daughtry, expected to win this competition hands down but that didn't happen. A different scenario happened with Elliott. It seemed like he expected that he was the one who will leave this time. Elliott's biggest fan, Paula Abdul gave him a standing ovation as he sang his final song, "Moody's Mood for Love".

But this didn't stop Elliott's fans from speaking their mind about his departure. His fans were outraged as they thought that he would be the sole survivor in this competition. Being that he was not noticed during the Final 3 week, fans thought that he had less TV exposure which caused less votes than expected. Is this really the reason? We'll probably never find out. What we all know is that Elliot lost by 0.2% of the vote. Tough luck for Yamin.

And now, the final 2 contestants are named: Katharine McPhee and Taylor Hicks. Both will be singing next week in the awaited Kodak Theatre which is home of the Oscars. McPhee and Hicks will be battling it out for the title of "American Idol 5 winner". Who will it be? Just 7 more days till the finale!

"And the winner of American Idol 2006 is......."

Missing "Da Vinci Code"

What does it take to watch the "Da Vinci Code"? What did the movie have to do with our faith? The movie is mainly a movie. Nothing more. Why has the movie been rated R18? In other countries, the movie is a PG13 or R16. Are the Filipinos too scared in what the movie will do to Christians? Well. A movie is just a movie. It's an opinion of a writer. It dosen't mean that if a famous novel-turned-movie is real. Some parts are probably made up to make the story look spicy and interesting to read. That was definitely the mission of Dan Brown as he started writing the "Da Vinci Code". That was the intention of Dan Brown. He never expected this much attention in his novel. He made the story a little bit more spicy to read. It dosen't mean that everything is real.

I never actually read the book. But because of news across the world, I have pretty much gotten the zest of the movie. It's about Jesus and Mary Magdalene having a baby and stuff. Something also was mentioned about the Knights Templar. And about a chapel in Rome. Something also about the Holy Grail. But, somehow, I never got to combine every piece in the puzzle and how these different stories were connected in any way. Also involved was a famous artist named Leonardo DaVinci. So that's probably everything I know about the book.

I also watched the documentary about the book. And to me, Dan Brown really made some parts up. There was actually some conflict with the resources that Brown used to make the book. In the documentary, the some of the book's references showed nothing of what Brown claimed. This is what made me speculate the book. And for me, the book was a hoax. It's just a story about Robert Langdon, a symbologist and his discoveries. And that's it. Nothing more.

Probably the people in the board had a different opinion with me about the book. They think that the book is a threat to our religion. But is this an opportunity to test our faith? This is the right chance to prove how strong is our commitment to the Lord. Whether or not this movie will change our view in the Church, we can prove to them that we have enough knowledge to prove and decide what to believe in.

But, on the other hand. Not showing the movie will make the Filipinos more curious about the movie. It will increase they're urge to watch the movie. They will do what it takes to see what's too controversial about the movie. Some will download it over the computer or some will buy pirated copies. This is probably an uglier scenario. So, that's what they want, that's what they will get.

Wednesday, May 17

Into the Rush - Aly and AJ Michalka

RATING:3.5/5

ON THE COVER
Let's start with the cover. Aly looks uglier in the picture. She's a beautiful girl. I think there should be more light. AJ dosen't do well with the shadow effect in the cover. They didn't blend. If they are singing punk/rock songs, they're outfit in the cover has to be punk-ish or should show more attitude. Adding flowers was not a good idea as well. Rock songs and flowers just dosent mix. The font works (Aly & AJ) but the "Into the Rush" was not nice.

ON THE SONGS
This album is a little rockish type. There are some tracks in the album wherein the songs became "over-sung". There is no order with the songs. Rock in the first, then mellow in the second, and back to rock in the third. There's no order with the song. It's a good thing Aly and AJ have good voices. This made the album work for them.

BETWEEN THE LINES
The songs have good messages in it. I like the formation of the songs. It shows emotion at the same time it delivers a good message in it. Some of the tracks tell a story which is good. And a lot of the songs are easily remembered.

MUST HEAR
Rush - track 1
Something More - track 4
Protecting Me - track 11
Do You Believe In Magic - track 13
Walking on Sunshine - track 14

iTunes update

I just added some songs after I last posted because I thought that I would not donwload anymore for today. So, here are the latest additions:

Albums downloaded:
Still Not Getting Any... - Simple Plan
Speak - Lindsay Lohan
American Idiot - Green Day
A Little More Personal (Raw) - Lindsay Lohan
I Am Me - Ashlee Simpson
Unplugged - Alicia Keys

Songs downloaded since the last post: 76 songs
Total songs downloaded: 269

iTunes Update

Albums downloaded for the past 2 days:
Metamorphosis - Hilary Duff
Hilary Duff - Hilary Duff
In This Skin - Jessica Simpson
PCD - Pussycat Dolls
What's Left of Me - Nick Lachey
American Idol - Katharine McPhee performances
American Idol - Chris Daughtry performances

Songs downloaded for the past 2 days: 91
Total songs downloaded: 193

Monday, May 15

iTunes update

Albums downloaded:

Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge - My Chemical Romance
Disney Mania
Disney Mania 2
Disney Mania 3
Into the Rush - Aly & AJ Michalka

Songs Downloaded today: 70
Total Songs Downloaded: 102
Total Space: 454.8MB

Albums to be downloaded tomorrow:
Metamorphosis - Hilary Duff
Hilary Duff - Hilary Duff
One Love - Kimberley Locke

Mission Impossible

No, this is not the misson impossible with a friend but its the real movie. I got to watch Mission Impossible 3 last night. So, I went to Immaculate Conception to meet up with some choirmates. When I arrived, Jeff, Jerwin, Julio, Storm and Tito Ulan were there already. Joseph and Sir Jude and Ate Thess also joined after and we went to Rockwell.

We arrived there and we bought tickets for MI3. There was still time before the movie started so we went to Fully Booked to hang out. We stayed there and I bought a Mother's Day Letter for my aunt. It was fun. Then we went to the movie house.

MI3 was nice. Very dramatic. There were a few funny points because Jeff kept on commenting and it was really funny. "Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall... to fetch a pail of water." Hahahahaha. I laughed practically the whole movie. After that, we ate at Burgoo. I was too shy to eat because Tito Ulan paid for everything and the prices were more than P200 each entree. I ate only a half of a salmon and one slice of ham, I think. So it was a fun day. We went back to ICC and went home.

It was a fun day. Not only did I have a good time, but the choir bonded a lot! The Ateneo-HMTQCC gap was probably gone already. It was a moment to be close with each other and we learned a lot from each other as well. No one was out of place and everyone of us definitely had a great time.

Favor from Gelo and from Mikee as well

This is a work made by Gelo. He's making a plea to vote for Mikee Lee, a batchmate of mine in the Ateneo. So, grab your cellphones and text!

Sunday, May 14

iTunes update

Songs downloaded as of Today:

Long Time Coming - Oliver James
Ride of Your Life - John Gregory
I Wanna Be Bad - Willa Ford
You Get Me - Michelle Branch

Destiny's Child Songs:
Girl(2)
Bad Habit
T-Shirt
If
Through With Love
Cater 2 U (2)
Is She the Reason
Love
Half-Life
Lose My Breath(2)
Free
Stand Up For Love
Independent Women Part I
Survivor
Check on It
Soldier (2)
Jumpin, Jumpin
Say My Name
Emotions
Bug A Boo
No, No, No Part II
Feel the Same Way I Do

A total of 32 songs and 138MB downloaded in 2 hours. I had to download 2 because there were 2 albums with the same song. So I had to download it twice. Tomorrow, I will be probably be downloading some songs from All American Rejects or My Chemical Romance. See ya guys soon. Bye!

Poseidon

Wow! Yesterday, Juno, Alfred and I went to Gateway to have some fun because its been a long time since we went out together. So I woke up at 9am while I was supposed to meet Juno at 11am. I was in the computer when suddenly, I got a call from Juno if I could leave earlier because his parents will be coming along with us. So I hurriedly took a bath and changed my clothes. It was sooo cold outside so I decided to wear a jacket. It took me a long time than expected so I told Juno to go ahead and we will just meet.

I left the house at 11am. Then we met with each other. Alfred was already there and they were going up to buy some tickets. I accompanied them in taking Poseidon tickets. Then we played Air Hockey in Timezone and before you knew it, the movie was about to start and I had to go to Immaculate Conception and go to our choir practice.

So I went to the LRT station and I thought the big machine didn't accept P50's so I went over to the counter and asked for changes. I waited a very long time and when it was my turn, the lady told me that the machine accepts P50's. I was so embarrased. Whahahaha. So when I went over the machine, I placed my P50 and I also pressed my destination. The other hard part, keeping all the change. I had 50, the ride was 14, 50-14=36. P36 worth of change flowed through and it seemed like I had a jockpot in a slot machine. Whahahaha. So when I went upstairs, I just barely missed the LRT! Damn! I had to wait for 7 mins just for the LRT to arrive again. So I stayed in a corner and actually prayed. TRIVIA: It's my first time commuting on my own! When the LRT arrived, I went there and stayed on the pole. I arrived in the Betty Go station and went down to see no tricycles to bring me to the ICC building! So I had to walk!

While walking through the rain [drizzle], I actually slipped because the slope was unexpectedly slippery. Then I saw a tricycle but it was a bit too late because I was near the building already. But, what the heck! I rode it anyways. When I arrived at the building, I rushed through the eleveator. Then the guard told me that there was no one there. I was bummed out. So I had to leave. Then I saw a cab. I went back to Gateway.

When I went there, I bought my mom a Mother's Day present. And also bought this month's issue of Chalk. And I rushed again up to the cinemas hoping I didn't miss much of the movie that Juno and Alfred watched. I bought a ticket and they told me that the show was non-refundable because the show started 15minutes ago. And I was so in a hurry. I just went and bought the ticket. It was fun! The movie was great! I loved it. Then, we met up again with Juno's parents to go to Ateneo to watch Shakey's Vleague.

When we arrived there, we got good seats. And watched the Ateneo game. Unfortunately, Ateneo lost its fourth straight game and just lost its chances in making it to the Semi finals. So we left after that and went to Juno's house. When we arrived, there was no electricity. So what did we do? We ate with his sister and siblings. Watch Drawn Together. Hahahaha. We both laughed a lot at the show. Then the electricity went back. We went upstairs to his parent's bedroom and used the computer. Hehehehe. Then my cousin picked me up and brought my cousin to a debut. After that, we went to Starbucks and went home. It was a fun but tiring day.

Friday, May 12

Thank God for Rain!!!

These past few days, it has been raining non-stop. What a great time to end the summmer. It has been sssooo hot the whole time and now, its raining! Its a really nice time to have rain. It keeps the summer sooo cold. And I just love cold weather. It relaxes you mind. And of course, it makes you sleepy. I just want to sleep all day. Woooh! Now, what I have been doing for the past few days? Hmm.. well, I did the finishing touches to the Ateneo Volleyball and its forum. Please visit the site and register in the forum. Just to increase the traffic there a bit. Its almost finished.

I'll post again later after classes alright? Bye!

Thursday, May 11

Americn Idol Predictions

Hello! Sorry for not posting these past few days. I'm busy spreading the word: the Ateneo Volleyball site. http://www.ateneo-volleyball.rules.it it took me a long time to spread the word. So I've been preoccupied with that.

So, I watched American Idol last night and here are my predictions:
(1)Taylor Hicks - did well!! Pretty entertaining.
(2)Elliott Yamin - among all the 4 contestants, he did the best! It was his best ever, I should say.
(3)Katharine McPhee - It was an off night but I think the guy votes will be with her.
(4)Chris Daughtry - Good. But not excellent.

Have to go continue the site alright. Bye!

Monday, May 8

Is This Tagaytay??!! part II

Is This Tagaytay??!!

Sunday, May 7

Surveys

I took some surveys to let me fall asleep and here's what I got:

Your Dating Purity Score: 85%

You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

You Are Mountain Dew

Ultra hyper and full of energy, you're on a permanent sugar high. Some people complain about your taste, but the do appreciate your power. Your best soda match: Coke Stay away from: Root Beer

Your Mood Ring is Light Blue

Emotions mixed Unsettled Cool

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker. You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life. Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart Your gemstone: Ruby Your flower: Larkspur Your colors: Green and red

You Should Weigh 141

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

Your Eyes Should Be Blue

Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind

Your Birthdate: July 25

You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek. It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July

Maroon 5 Shares Your Taste in Music

See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)

I'm so exhausted. Got to sleep. Bye!!!

Saturday, May 6

Tagaytay or Mass?

To Pass Up The Time

Mission Impossible?!

So. Last night/this morning, I had a bonding session with one of my friends and we pretty much opened up about everything. We talked about some controversies surrounding her, and we talked about some things about me that some people don't know about. And we became ssssoooo into the topic about this person that she likes/liked [I don't really know her state with him right now :D]. It seemed that they had their own teleserye story with each other. The guy liked her and she was not ready and now the guy moves on when the girl is already ready. Its another typical story of two love birds. Hmmm.. so what is the ending of the story? Does the girl move on also or does he still has feelings for her and they end up together? That's what the mission is for this summer.

MISSION: to know if the guy still likes/loves her and to show it to her in a romantic way.

Wow! This story kinda reminds me of our ups and downs with you-know-who. We had such a similar story. And I really know that this story will end up just like ours. Its really true that the guy still has feelings for the girl because even though the girl didn't answer him, there's still some thing in his heart that is about you. When you hear their love story, it's really very touching and you'll really feel that they were meant for each other. I hope everything turns out great one's I tell him all about it. I had her hopes up for him and I'll really try my best to get them back together. "Love can really make you do things that you will regret." And you can prove that with their story. It kinda brings back the memories. Hehehe Alright, I have to go. I'll post again later. Bye!!!

Friday, May 5

Summer Dilemma

This summer has its own ups and downs. And for the past few days, I have been thinking about some things that I said before. Let's start. At the start of the Summer Enrichment Program, there was this day dedicated to get to meet your classmates. So, there was this introduction. He told us to state our name, nickname, age, school, and say if we are taken or not taken. I was shocked actually when I heard this and I really don't know what to say. I was really going back and fourth about it and I decided to say "not taken". It took me a long time for this to sink in. If I would have said that I was taken [which is true], then people would really come up and tease about it. So I think that I did the right thing even though its not really the truth. I don't want to be given the impression as "the boy who has a girlfriend". It's not because I am not proud of her. It's just that I wanted to be known as a student, not as someone who is in a relationship. I wanted to be known behind my own personal life.

And another dilemma happened during my Chem class. Before the lesson started, it was probably a way to check attendance, you must tell the first name of your girlfriend or a person that you are courting. Another big dilemma for me. I really don't know if it's the right time to tell the people especially some of my classmates in SEP are my actual classmates during the school year. Its not the right time! I told myself and I told them, "none". Part of me wanted to say her name because I loved her and some of my classmates know about her. I really don't know what will come out next. I have some regrets about telling those lies about me but I must learn to know when is the right time and I guess, it's not.

Thursday, May 4

New Blog!!! again...?!

Probably the only reason why I left blogspot is because it took me a long time to load the posting page. Now that I have DSL [yes!] then I have no problem loading it. And since I'm working with a new blog, I'm still using an old template that blogspot has. So this is probably the reason why I haven't announced the site yet. Its tooo simple. Just wait until I make my own version alright? Its already 12MM and I have to go. This is actually my last thing to do before I sleep. So see you guys around. Ayt?! Bye!!!!