Friday, June 2

Goodbye Without Actually Saying Goodbye

You're all that I've ever known. When you smile on my face, all I see is your glow. You turned my life around. You picked me up when I was down.

Waaaaahhh!!! Why does this always happen when I just happen to be close to someone? I met you like years ago, even before her. We became friends. We were even more than friends. We became really close siblings. We shared each other's stories. I told you about my life; having someone, losing, recovering, loving again. You know all about it. It took me such a long time to realize that you were pretty much the closest friend I ever had. We never fought. You were always right beside me. You were just one call away everytime something happens. You were my sister. You were my shoulder. I became one of your closest guy friends. I listened to your stories about you and your friend. I became your best friend. You were mine too. We were practically inseparable. You became the little sister that I never had. I just wanted the best for my little sister...everything, I would do for you.. just to make you happy.. like what a big brother should do to you.

Does it really have to end like this? It's really depressing. You could've told me earlier. I could've said goodbye properly. Not just a simple Y!M message. I know that saying goodbye is the hardest thing you have to go through... I know. But, if you do it right, then, you would have no worries. There's no wondering why. There will be no regrets. But, there's nothing that we could do. We can't turn back time.

All I want to tell you is that, I'll miss you very much. You have become my best friend and one of the most adorable girl I've met my whole life. I wish you good luck in America. Hope that you won't forget me. Cause I'll definitely won't forget you. You changed my life. Without you, I would've probably been a rebel already. Hehehehe. I'll just look at the bright side and that it is for the best. And all I wish for you is the best. Hope you could visit me. Don't forget that! I'll miss you. I love you my little sister!!!! Muah!!! Bye!!!