Friday, July 7

Missing Matti

Since the start of classes, I became pretty caught up with my studies and stuff. I had no time to play, except for varsity volleyball practices. There's no time to rest, no time to use the computer, no nothing! Ever since 3rd Year began, I've been busy. I joined the varsity team and had 4 hours removed for my other things to do like rest and study more. And most importantly, I really have a hard time in my relationship with Matti. I really miss her a lot. We barely speak because once I arrive from school, I go straight to studying and doing all that shit for school. When Matti calls in our phone, I have no choice but to put the phone down. Even though its a weekend and I'm expected to rest, I have choir practices so I can't really rest. Too bad for me? Yes and no. Yes in a sense that I don't have more time to spend with Matti. No because this is a time to relax from the stress in school.

I miss Matti a lot. I don't get to speak with her. The only time we enter a conversation is when she logs in in Y!M and we have a simple "hi..hello" chat and that's it. I really miss her. If only.

Moving on, last night, she sent me an email. She told me that Star is one of the highest students in her batch. Good for her! I just wish you the best.

I hope that everything will turn out ok. I guess I have to focus less on volleyball and more on something actually worth doing. Ok. I have a lot to do. I still have to study a new song for our choir. See you guys soon! Bye!