Wednesday, July 19
Wanting to Change
AP: C+
Science: C
Computer: C+
Religion: C+
Math: B+
English: C+
Filipino: D
I've never seen so much C's/C+'s in my life! And to top it off with a D in Filipino?! I've never felt this low in my mid-terms ever and even topped of last year when I got an F2 in Music. At least last year I had more B's and B+'s. I feel even pressured because 3rd year grades are the thing college people look at for your entrance thingy. I've pushed myself over the top and still nothing good comes out of it. I want everything in school to change.
No more resting. No more time for miscellaneous stuff. When arriving home, study, study, study! I must double my efforts in volleyball but even triple my school work. I want to see more perfect marks in my quizzes. I got to be serious in this thing in order to go to a good college. I want to make it. I want to show my parents that I can do well in my studies as well as being an athlete. It's so hard to adjust very well. I've been like this before. Every year, during 1st terms, I have low marks. But now, I will change! I want to do better! I can't stand to see another failing quiz. This has got to end! I have to show myself that it is possible to do a lot as well as showing quality work. No more people teasing that I got a LOW score in the Filipino Long Test. I really have what it takes to make it big. The problem is... I just haven't got enough heart.