Wednesday, August 30

Pressure in the Exams

I finally had time to rest from my stressful studies for the exams. This has been one of the most nerve-wrecking exams that I ever took in High School. Because, in this exam, my fate lies here. Its a matter of life or death now. My grades lie on this week. Almost all of my grades this term are in danger and I am so scared to fail a subject. Filipino: 77.2 and a single fail in this exam might give me a D in the card. The other subjects, I'm not really sure yet. I'm also scared about Science and English. I'm not really sure if I did a good job during the whole term. I still haven't adjusted much for the 3rd Year Pressure. I haven't really done everything that I can do and as a result, I fail the long tests and even simple quizzes. I haven't really done what I can do. And so, I have to work even double that I do for the exams. And the pressure of passing is really starting to make an effect when I'm answering my exam. I work really hard this past week. I read every chapter in the book for the AP exam. I studied everything that is there about the Ibong Mandaragit. I even studied every long test and ever quiz there is to study in Math. And the effect on the exam? Full of nothings! All my mistakes there are probably careless. I haven't lost hope or anything. Its just I feel so stupid. And now, I have a lot to do just to pass. Aaaaah! I want this madness to end!!! I totally promise. I would have the same attitude that I did during the exam and I wish that it will result in a better grade. So, pray for me that I would pass all my subjects. Wah!