Monday, September 18
How Dare You?
There are people who think they know me too well that they could say anything about me. There are people who judge me from who I am. The truth is, no one really knows the real me. They may have spoken to or had a conversation with the real me but they never really know who I really am and what I am going trough. Such a thing happened a while ago and here's the conversation we had:
Ang kapal naman ng mukha niyang husgahan ako. Iba ako sa Ryan na nakikita niyo sa school, sa gimmicks, at kung saan saan pa. Iba ako kapag pinapakita ko yung totoo kong sarili. Hindi ako magpapatalo. Hindi ako nagpapahusga sa mga taong hindi ako kilala nang lubusan. Whether it is a joke or not. I admit that I have mood swings. One moment, we are joking about something, the next, I am raging about something. You see, I wouldn't have these mood swings for no reason. You may have crossed the line. You may really hurt me in a way. Even though it is a joke. When I know that something is not right, that's when I become serious.
And the bad thing about it is that that person is actually a teacher. Nice rolemodel, eh? Dapat mga guro ang nagpapakita ng TAMANG halimbawa sa mga estudyante. E kung puro walang kwenta ba naman pinaggagawa mo... ewan ko na lang sa iyo. I must be studying right now but I really have to get this off my chest. This is something I have to tell you. Never judge me. I am a fighter. My friends know that. I hold grudges. You never really want to be on my bad side because you will really regret it. Intayin niyo na lang na magalit ako kapag kaharap niyo ako. I don't take things that are related to me very lightly. You hit me, I hit you back. I get even... remember that! To whoever you are, paki ko ba kung guro ka humanda handa ka lang diyan dahil magsisisi ka talaga! Think before you say something. Maybe your crossing the line already. Haven't you thought of that? Life is not all jokes... remember that!